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October 2017

College Hijinks

RUDE SHOCK

It is Sheila who comes to your rescue yet again. Every time you see her car cruise up next to your hall and her petite body slink out, you feel a rush of warmth in your heart. Fate must have had a hand in it for you two to meet.

You walk up to her, casually ignoring the questioning and curious looks of some boys who reside in the halls adjacent to yours. They are peering through their windows and ogling at Sheila.

“Hi, K. I decided to come as soon as I got your call,” she says, getting into the car with you. “What’s the matter?”

You open up, finally. You tell her that your best friend has gone missing and you need to find her quick. The more you delay, the more the tension grows.

“Have you told the police? That’s serious!” Sheila admonishes, her face creasing in worry. She grabs her phone and begins dialing.

You dare not stop her. It’s so silly of you that you didn’t inform the police. But you know it’s the fear that gripped you when the doctor informed you.

After some few minutes, Sheila hangs up and turns to you with a hopeful look. “They are on it. Lucky for you, I have a friend up at the headquarters who is willing to help,” she says. “But you really need to be careful, K. It’s an unforgiving jungle here in Nairobi. No one is ever safe.”

A gulp goes down your throat. Advice is what you need. The confusion has been eating at you all night.

“You know what, Sheila? That’s the problem. Someone knows what happened the night I took Chrissy to the hospital,” you say, wringing your hands nervously. “The VC even talked about it yesterday. Ooh, it was so embarrassing.”

Sheila frowns. “It could be anyone. You weren’t alone in that club. There must have been someone checking you out,” she says.

A deep sigh leaves your mouth as you rest your head in your palms.

SNITCHES! You hate them as much as you hate being in a hospital. Even more, perhaps. You try coming up with options but you barely know anyone in the university.

Wait! There’s this old man!” You exclaim, shaking Sheila’s shoulders.

“Which old man?”

“The one who met with Chrissy at the club. Probably 80 years old or something,” you say. “He’s the one who drove us to the hospital. Okay, his chauffeur drove us. But he was there.”

A look of intent crosses Sheila’s face and she turns the key in the ignition. “Let’s find this old man. I think I know who he is,” she says.

“You do?” You are taken aback. “How? I presume there are very old men in Nairobi. No way you can identify the one I’m talking about.”

Sheila smiles wryly. “There’s only one old man who hangs out in nightclubs and preys on little girls. His name is Luke,” she says, her eyes focused on the road. “Trust me, K, that piece of dirt tried his tactics on my own daughter.”

At that moment, you understand the reason behind Sheila’s immense concern. You are both victims of a creepy octogenarian sugar daddy.

“Your daughter?” You probe in a bid to know more about Sheila’s past and present. She hasn’t told you yet about her family life so it wouldn’t hurt to know.

“Yes. I have a daughter. Paula.”

You notice the strain in her voice and you decide that you need not probe further. The task at hand is to get to Luke.

Sheila takes a turn into a gas station to refill and then excuses herself to a washroom within the cafe. You decide to wait inside and collect your thoughts.

Could Luke have snitched you and Chrissy? Why would he do that? The old man couldn’t even change his diapers without help.

Suddenly, you hear the vibration of a phone followed by Anne-Marie’s swoony voice as a ringtone.

When did it get so heavy? This love that’s in between us…

You rummage through your bag and get your phone but it is on silent mode and not ringing.

The vibration seems to be coming from the cup holder on Sheila’s side. It’s her phone. She’s left it.

You choose to ignore the first few rings and rather enjoy Anne-Marie’s lusty voice. Then a primal voice in your mind tells you to peep. It grows so loud and nagging that you don’t realize that your hand has already reached for the phone.

The caller-ID reads LUKE. You get a very sickening gut feeling. Could this be the same Luke that you are hunting?

TAP! TAP! 

You immediately chuck the phone under your seat and look up guiltily at the gas station attendant tapping at the window. He is asking for pay.

“She’s just on her way back,” you tell him and smile sheepishly. You are pretty sure he has seen you hiding the phone. He shrugs and walks away.

Sheila’s phone stops ringing. Her notifications bar drops down and you see the long list of endless missed calls she has received from this creep.

LUKE.

You look up instinctively and see her walking towards the car. You return the phone and fold your arms, sit back casually. Maybe it’s not the most casual you can look, but it pays off since Sheila doesn’t read into it.

If Luke has been calling her incessantly, she definitely knows him. And it could help you a lot to know what Luke is up to.

So you wear your Sherlock Holmes glasses and buckle up.

“Sheila, what did Luke do to Paula?”

It’s a touchy question, but you can’t bear to know the heartache she is suffering.

Sheila sighs and her shoulders drop. “He’s a monster, K. That’s all I can tell you,” she whimpers.

“A monster? Is he…dangerous?”

Sheila does not reply. She is mute. Her eyes fixed frontwards.

“Come on Sheila! Tell me! Is my friend safe? Maybe he has her!”

Like a broken fuse, you come undone and start panicking. What kind of inglorious bastard are you dealing with? Is he some sort of serial kidnapper?

Sheila is not speaking. The tears that roll down her cheeks are doing a lot of talking. Her car makes a turn to the left and into a dirt road. There are no road marks indicating where you are going, but there is a large dark forest flanking the rugged road.

SHEILA!”

“I CAN’T!! I JUST CAN’T!!”

Her voice comes out in bits of anger, frustration, and worry. Like a broken record, she can’t seem to speak clearly without heaving.

The car begins to swerve on the road and you realize Sheila is disturbed. You just opened a can of worms.

“Why can’t you? I…I…need you to tell me,” you plead amid tears. “I know he did something bad to Paula. Something you can’t forgive him for. And something that keeps on haunting you.”

The car slows down a notch as Sheila turns her attention to you. “It’s worse than you think it is, K. I’m just so sorry for what is going to happen next,” she says.

Huh?” 

The car slows down and Sheila cuts the engine off. She turns to you and you can see the tears clouding her warm brown eyes. Her hands are quick as she fumbles underneath her seat for some sort of clothing.

Your mind shouts “Get the heck out!” but your feet are numb, transfixed.

You immediately feel the damp clothe cup your nose and a feeling of relaxation sweeps down your arms and legs. You want to fight off the weird sensation flowing through you, Sheila’s hands holding you down, pinning you on the chair like a tack.

“I’m…so…sorry.”

And apparently, those are the last words you hear as you plunge into total darkness.

 

 

Book Reviews

Beating the System: THINK AND GROW RICH Book Review

Book: Think and Grow Rich

Author: Napoleon Hill, revised by Arthur Pell

Rating: 8.5

Comment: Highly recommended


 

The past two days have offered me the scarce opportunity for me to audit my life and learn from the very decorated Napoleon Hill. Specifically, his book Think and Grow Rich kept me busy as I got to know the fundamental principles of success that he compiled after studying 200 and more individuals of his era who had risen to the heights of affluence.

As the founder of Napoleon Hill Foundation, Napoleon Hill worked hard to ensure that he imparted in people the ideals of being a success and most importantly, the secret to having riches. He died in 1970 having done what he could do best.

Generally, I have a repulsive attitude towards inspirational books since most of the authors write objectively and very few give a touch of subjectivity to their writing. In other words, they quote instead of writing from first-hand personal events from which they drew inspiration.

However, in this book, Napoleon opens up to his childhood, his life as a father figure and every great man he met and interviewed. It is a personal memoir of all the great nuggets of advice he picked up that still remain relevant to this day. And for that reason, I immediately got drawn into the book.

Napoleon sheds light into some very pertinent steps that everyone should take if they desire to gain riches and wealth. I will share the strongest points I picked out from the lengthy book.

 

1.It takes the power of thought.

He stresses that our thoughts are the most powerful forms of energy in the universe. They have the ability to shape our lives, whether positively or negatively. With great mastery of thought, Napoleon agreed that it made one  “A Master of your Fate, A Captain of your Soul”. (p.14)

2.Desire

Here, we are introduced to the character of Edward Barnes who desired to be the assistant to the great inventor, Thomas Edison. His story of having a burning obsession to work with Edison and that desire finally paying off inspires the great potential a person with desire holds.

The simple formula he offers here is:

Your goal+Definite Purpose+Burning Desire=Success

He also offers a very touching personal story of his younger son who was born with a hearing deformity. Years of resilience and inspiring desire in his young son to hear finally paid off with his son learning to hear, defying any medical beliefs. The son went on to invent electronic hearing aids. (p.33)

His father’s desire to want him to hear and his belief in him were the main reasons he went on to lead a normal life.

3.Faith

The most important step in attaining one’s goals is visualizing the end result and believing that it has already happened. Faith is the head chemist of the mind.

The author urges us to make positive and repeated affirmations to our mind every time in order to induce the emotion of faith. Once we acquire faith and mix it with our thoughts, then we get emotionalized thought which holds superior to ordinary thought.

It goes to show that you can easily convert nothing into something.

4.Auto-suggestion

For one’s subconscious mind to be influenced positively, we are encouraged to repeat positive affirmations that will eventually shape the course of our thoughts. This is achieved by having a mantra that encourages you and gives you the motivation to go on.

However, we are also warned that mere speaking of mantras and words of encouragement will not yield any outcome unless we mix emotion and feelings in them. (p.71). These type of emotionalized words, when repeated to our minds often, will induce in our minds the drive and energy we need to achieve success.

He gives the example:

Day by day, in every way, I am getting better and better – Emil Coue. 

5.Knowledge

At this point, I pick up a very contentious but worthy point that the author talks about. He gives the examples of Henry Ford and Abraham Lincoln, great men of their time, who achieved wealth and greatness but didn’t have any educational advances to show off. Here, the author draws a fine line between being educated and being schooled.

Ultimately, the author says that knowledge is potential power, (p.79) and great is the man who uses the knowledge he acquires to assist him in the advances of greatness and wealth. Therefore, it doesn’t matter the kind of university degrees one holds or past educational achievements if they haven’t helped in the progression of one’s life.

Knowledge only becomes power if it is used and organized effectively.

6.Imagination

It might sound like a bad option, but having an imagination beats having facts. Henry Ford used his imagination (creative thinking) to come up with an engine model which later revolutionized the transport industry.

Without the faculty of imagination, there wouldn’t exist the advent of the famous soft-drink, Coca-Cola, nor would Thomas Edison have discovered a way to manipulate electricity.

Do not go through life hoping that you will get a favorable “break” when it is so easy to use imagination to get yourself up and going.

 


Throughout the book, Napoleon Hill mentions very famous names and corporations which have used his formula to access wealth and achieve their goals. From the Starbucks Coffee, Intel, Microsoft, IBM to Dominos and Bruce Lee, he draws lessons from their humble beginnings and illustrated how every aspect of being persistent, having faith, desiring greatness and using imagination brought about the rise of great men and women.

The book can come off to others as being intimidating or useless, but one needs to have the right kind of mindset when reading it. Having sold over 15 million copies, the large numbers and influence pretty much speak for themselves.

For a long time, this is one of the best inspirational books I have read. And I have read some very bogus ones, to be honest. There is a level of down-to-earth honesty and transparency with Napoleon Hill’s Think and Grow Rich since he personally interviewed some of the names mentioned in them, while others were close friends of his.

I would highly recommend it for college graduates and middle-aged individuals who would want to accumulate wisdom and find out how to use the little they have to earn and get wealth.

It is not the type of book to read quickly. It is meant to be digested slowly, taking note, giving yourself a personal examination with the questions within it and also making affirmations to yourself.

A great and sound read.

 

College Hijinks

Who else knows?

If there’s one thing you’ve always been afraid of ever since you turned nine is the ominous feeling of doom inside hospitals.

They give you jitters everytime you find yourself, in one way or another, in them. You don’t seem to forget the day your younger sister, Tumo, was impaled with a rusted nail when she was playing hopscotch.

You had to rush her to a dispensary – a lesser devil to a hospital – and watch in agony as she screamed from the administration of the tetanus shot.

Why are those hypodermic needles so huge? You wonder.

Right now, though, it’s not the hypodermic needles that are giving you jitters. It’s your friend, Chrissy, who collapsed in the nightclub you’d spent partying.

Well, she was the one who had partied. You were only there to make sure she didn’t do anything crazy.

But you’d let her drink way too much and now you have to stay awake at 2 p.m. thinking about her.

Even though right now you should be worrying about Chrissy and her situation, you can’t wait to step out of this hospital right now.

Only one hallway is lit up with a flickering fluorescent bulb which hums every now and then. Since you are alone in the waiting area, you decide it’s time you asked the nurse at the desk whether Chrissy is still fine.

“It’s been fifteen minutes,” she shoots back when you ask about Chrissy. “She’s barely even gotten assisted.”

You simmer up. This nurse must be the vilest of all. However, you remind yourself that this is a very lowly county hospital that Chrissy’s “friend”, John, took you to. You are lucky that he paid before leaving or else they wouldn’t let Chrissy out alive.

A shudder travels up your spine. You sigh and plunk back in the seat, grab the Playboy magazine in front of you and flip through it.

You don’t even question the fact that these are the kind of magazines in hospital waiting areas. A lot about this hospital has already irked you to the core.

It feels like a lifetime before the swing doors open up and a bespectacled man in a white coat walks out.

At last! 

You spring up and rush to the doctor.

“Is she okay? Is she going to live?”

The doctor is very calm. That should mean good news. Or he’s trying to mask the bad news. Damn!

“Your friend is fine. A few cuts to her shin and a fractured collarbone,” the doctor states. Your heart sinks. “She’s going to stay here for a couple of days for checkup and surgery on Sunday.”

But that’s church day! You feel like screaming at the doctor but there are more grave issues to address. Chrissy is going through a lot of pain.

“Can I see her?” You plead. Tears are on the brink of your eyes.

The doctor scratches his neck and then sighs. “Um, yes you can. But don’t wake her up.”

You stagger inside and are led into her room. There’s no way you believe this is real. She has never been hospitalized. Not in a million times.

The machines attached to her keep on beeping and the steady beat of her heart is the first sound you hear as you enter. Tubes and needles go through her wrist and arms, feeding her some sort of painkiller, as the doctor says.

He slides out and gives you a minute. That’s all you get, but not what you need.

As you watch Chrissy’s chest inflate and deflated rhythmically, your legs give away and you slump to the ground in tears. You can’t believe that your friend is on the brink of life and death.

You yearn to talk to her, to shake her awake and convince her that she’s okay.

But the IV needles and the paleness in her face tell you more than you need to know. You can’t.

The door opens behind you and you feel two strong arms lift you up. It’s the doctor. He gets you to a chair and looks at you like a rained-on puppy.

“She’ll be okay,” the doctor affirms. He pats your shoulder. “Now go home and pray.”

 

You hate your alarm. It’s your biggest nemesis and if you could, you would surely beat the hell out of it.

It’s Wednesday and not the brightest of days. It’s been a day since you left the hospital and took a cab back to your hostel in despair and trauma. You thoroughly miss Chrissy.

Your other two roommates, Izzy and Ma, are dead-asleep on the bunk beside yours. You don’t even know a lot about them, but they do know that you are a depressed person.

When they saw you hunching over your bed in tears the previous night, they didn’t need further explanation to know you were fighting mental exhaustion and grief. It’s the story of your life.

Beep.

Your phone lights up. It’s a text message. From Paul.

You push the phone under your pillow and shuffle to the bathroom. One look at your face confirms that you can’t be a Victoria Secrets model anymore. You need one of those Kylie make-up kits and an entire day to make your face glow once again.

Ouch.

You press the back of your neck lightly as you rub it gently and wince. It’s still as painful as shit. This is the reason you don’t want to talk with Paul, or even have a memory of him.

“Can I come in?”

Izzy’s tiny voice startles you at the door. She is wearing her Pink Panther pajamas and is clutching her crotch in mild pain.

“Sorry. Oh, yeah. I was just leaving,” you excuse yourself and let Izzy piss in peace. 😉

Your phone bings again and a text message flashes at the notifications bar. You grab the phone quick and then read out the message of which the sender is Sheila.

She says that she got your number from the university’s admission files and didn’t mean to seem intrusive. Somehow it doesn’t bother you that she got your number. At this moment, she seems like the most favorable person to speak to.

You text her back that you are willing to meet. Since she insists to pick you up, you text her your appropriate time and then heave a sigh of relief.

I need to talk with someone, you tell yourself, or I might just explode.

A quick shower and a rash change of clothes later, you are strolling towards the convocation hall where you and other sophomores are going to be addressed by the Vice Chancellor.

Your shyness naturally seeps in and you can’t help but cower as you find a seat at the extreme back. All those faces stare at you and your clutch-bag and immediately begin profiling you.

The seat you find empty is between two bulky guys who don’t even look up when you walk past them. You’d rather keep it that way. Almost everyone is either on their phone or laughing their lungs out in whimsical conversation.

Just stay low, don’t call attention to yourself.

You pull out your phone, which pales in comparison to those you have seen from other students. Heck, this is what you can afford. No need to compare yourself.

Paul’s text message is still pending on your notifications. You don’t need an invite to delete it as soon as you look at it. There’s no amount of calls or text messages will erase whatever happened.

The Vice-Chancellor arrives in stately fashion, dressed in long colorful overalls together with other deans. After uncountable speeches, the VC stands to address all of you. You don’t understand why you have to stand when he does, but you still do it obligingly.

Beep.

Your phone buzzes in your pocket. You can’t pick it right now. And neither can you walk out, since you will be calling attention, and unwanted too, to yourself.

The VC talks at length and breadth about the pursuit of education, discipline and world-class caliber of the university. Those are all words you have heard Uncle Garry say about this university. You can’t beg to differ.

“But before I dismiss you, first years, I have to address a very grave situation that has threatened to cripple this institution for so many years now…”

Beep.

Frustrated, you stab the volume button until Zahara’s Loliwe dies down. You don’t know who is this who keeps on calling at the worst possible time.

“Yesterday a case was brought forward about two first-year students who were spotted in a nightclub, drunk and disorderly. One of them was hospitalized and the other is yet to be heard from.”

The entire crowd breaks into murmurs and laughter. You can’t imagine! He is talking about you and Chrissy!

This is the sort of attention you didn’t want. You are so lucky that no names are disclosed.

“It is too early to start being waylaid by the temptations of the city under the sun. Take care, first years,” he says and waves as a wave of applause rants the air.

You are not clapping. You are dumbstruck.

Someone knows about you and Chrissy, and your plans to go out last night. And more importantly, they know about Chrissy’s situation.

Beep.

Finally, you can pick the call. It’s Chrissy’s doctor!

“Hey. I’m sorry I couldn’t pick your call. What’s wrong?” You hastily launch into speak mode, beads of sweat trickling down your forehead.

“Hello. It’s about Chrissy,” the doctor says in the most impassive tone. You can’t tell whether it’s good or bad news.

“Why? Is she okay?” Your heart beats faster.

“She’s not in her hospital bed. Or anywhere around the hospital grounds. We’ve checked everywhere and we can’t find your friend,” the doctor relays in a solemn tone.

God! No! 

What…do you mean? You can’t find her? How?” Your mood borders irate and worried at the same time.

“I’m sorry. So sorry,” the doctor says. It’s a tone of finality.

You are crushed. Deformed emotionally, and physically. Your best friend is missing. And you have no idea how to sort everything out.

 

 

 

College Hijinks

Being Part Of

“Dad?”

You are trying so hard not to choke on the tears that are welling up right then. There’s no way you want to cry in front of your peers – and the admissions board too.

Uncle Garry said that the University of Nairobi was not for sissies.

“Surprised I called?” He asks, trying to get under your skin.

I mean, he knows you two haven’t seen each other for the longest of times. And it would be a one-in-a-million chance that he would think of you or the family he left.

You debate with your inner self. Do you continue talking to the man whom you barely know, or do you rant about how he abandoned you?

The decision is hard. But your father doesn’t care that you don’t want to have the conversation.

“I don’t want to cause you any pain. I will hang up and leave,” he says somberly.

“Wai-” Your words are cut off mid-sentence. How rude of him! 

This day can’t be worse for you. First, it was Paul, and now your father. Did they sit down and decide to nag your head today?

You take a deep breath and compose yourself as your turn to present your admission letters winds up. The admission panel is smiling at you as you properly hand over every document that was asked of you in their 365-paged joining instructions guide.

They must think you are some sort of angel. Your lopsided smile, your courteous aura, the way you nod your head as they speak words of encouragement. It is all they want in a student.

A warm feeling thaws inside your chest and you immediately feel like you could reach the sky and high-five the sun. Everything is working out.

You promise yourself that you won’t tear up, or even think of your father and Paul. You are here for Tumo and Mama.

As soon as you are done, you begin the trek to your hostel. They are not world-class, but they are habitable. It’s not like you expected a bellhop to run and pick your bags, or a concierge to start reading off delicacies from their menu for you.

Pssshhtttt!

Even Uncle Garry would have known that and told you.

Halfway on the walk to your hall, you spot a very familiar face within the many freshmen heads around you. At first, you doubt yourself and wonder whether you are hallucinating.

Then you walk faster and reach the person you’ve been pursuing for the last minute. And it turns out you definitely know this person.

A shoulder tap makes the person turn their face to yours and then glow up brightly.

“Chrissy!!”

“K!”

This time it doesn’t bother you that Chrissy calls you K. She is your best bud, the kind that tolerates, loves, cries with you, laughs with and at you. The only being in the world that can call you any name and you’ll be with it. 😉

She wraps her arms around your neck and you embrace like you are still little kids.

You walk giddily into your hall and later find out that you have to share a room with Chrissy! Isn’t it what you just want?

“Wow, K. I am so glad to see you,” she says. “Now we can foot the water bill together!”

You belly-laugh. It sounds strange, but it’s been long since you laughed heartily. And only Chrissy makes you feel this way.

“College,” you say with a sigh, laying your head down on your bed. “Can’t wait. I know you can’t as well.”

“For the parties and cocktail drinks? I would die for that, K,” Chrissy exclaims.

You admire her personality and her looks. She does her natural bouncy afro with confidence and always likes her bangles. Guys would surely lust after her if she went to those parties.

“I was talking about books, Chrissy,” you say. “Finance sounds like a fun subject.”

“If you’re talking about money, money, money,” Chrissy says, her eyes widening. “Then I can see why it would be fun.” She then crosses her arms. “But seriously, you are an arms-length away from the city, K! ”

Oh. There’s only one thing about Chrissy that you now remember irks you. Her wild side. And her well-kept secrets that lie with you about her side jobs. You just hope that college can tame her a bit.

Just a bit.

You get caught in the spur of the moment and tell Chrissy all about your day, and the calls that threatened to derail you. This time you barely hold back the tears. You deserve to feel bad.

“Oh no, dear,” Chrissy says with the meekest of voices. She pulls you into a hug. “You are so strong to look so frail, K.”

“I know. But why is all this happening now? Why would my father call me? Or even Paul?”

Chrissy is pursuing Psychology and you hope she can diagnose you. But she has barely touched Psychology: A Concise Introduction by Richard Griggs to know what you are going through.

At this point, even Richard Griggs doesn’t have a clue.

“Leave Paul alone, K. He did just more than enough for you to even think about him,” Chrissy adamantly says, a fierce look crossing her eyes.

Yeah, no one messes with Chrissy’s domain.

Your eyes are red and swollen. You can’t stop sniffling and for some reason, Billie Eilish’s Bellyache song echoes in your mind. You are distraught and wasted.

Chrissy holds your face up and says, “You are a mess, darling. Let’s go out.”

“Now? I haven’t even unpacked,” you protest, wiping away your tears.

“Me too. So now we are even. Can we go now?” Chrissy says with a mischievous smile. “I have the perfect hangout for us, K. You’ll love it.”

You doubt it.

***

The club is nested at the corner of a street you don’t know. Even though it is eight in the evening, it looks like it’s the break of dawn.

Lights fill up the street and the adjacent buildings. Punk-ass rock music, dancehall, and reggae tunes drown out the hushed talks of the individuals in the club.

Even for Chrissy, this is quite an upgrade. You know well that she likes hanging out in dingy bars, gyrating on a pole all night. She calls it “drawing parabolas” just to throw you off the scent.

Today she decides to take you out to a fly club and you decide she is right. You are uptight and need to loosen up.

“The night is still young, K,” you hear Chrissy say. Damn, she spotted you almost tipping over in sleep. “Come over here and meet my friend.”

You zombie-walk to her friend. He’s quite old, you note. His hands can barely hold the glass of Crazy Cork and he’s using a hearing aid to hear you scream your name at him over Avicii’s Lonely Together.

Wow. For Chrissy, this is a downgrade, you tell yourself, trying to get yourself a glass of Fanta Pineapple.

“Thirsy, honey?” The bartender asks you, already reaching for an imposing tub of Vodka. “Chrissy’s paying. I can whip up someth’n.”

You smile slyly at him and hold your hand up. “Thanks, but no thanks. I don’t drink.”

The bartender almost gets into a fit. He has never served soda ever in his years as a bartender. He wonders whether he will serve it chilled, shaken or stirred.

What is soda? He almost asks out loud before handing you a glass of your favorite soft drink.

“Really, K? I pay and you want to drink soda?” Chrissy cries out as she joins you at the bar table. “Should have taken you for the church retreat then.”

“Chrissy, you know I don’t drink,” you say as you sip your soda gracefully.

Chrissy must be a hard-core person to have such a high tolerance. She has probably glugged more than a bottle or two and her eyes are not even droopy.

A song she definitely likes to rock to is tuned in. Everyone in the club gets into duo-position with their partners for the song. You haven’t heard of that song, but you appreciate the melodies and beats instantly.

Obviously, Chrissy goes to her partner and they start dancing. Well, she starts dancing. The old man seems to be zoned out. Clearly, it is Chrissy who is enjoying herself.

You feel embarrassed to see her like that. The back door is wide open. You wonder whether you can bolt out of here and go sleep already.

“K, come here and dance! Don’t stress!” Chrissy calls out for you.

I can’t leave her here. I just can’t.

One dance won’t hurt. You join Chrissy and you start swinging your bodies to and fro. The song really hypes you up. The old man has retreated to his seat and blacked out.

Chrissy looks at you. You look at her. You realize she looks sick. Her eyes are a deep shade of red and her lips are heavy.

She lets go of you and hits the turf in her own vomit.

Chrissy!